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I know, that I know nothing. I know, that anything is not present in me. I know, that while there will not be anything. Because or not time, or... I simply silly woman. Time goes, and I go by it. I've gotta my own road. Empty and dusty road. There neither well, nor it is bad to me. I'm there, and I wish to change nothing. It's simply laziness to me, probably. There is no stimulus.
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| look around. it's just your way |
[26 Jan 2006|01:44am] |
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You know, that all goes on a circle. You saw this all many times. You again and again live expectation. You trust, that the following circle will be wider or can already be and absolutely new. You don't know, that prevents to cross to you on a step above. You look back and see, how far you have left from "then". But you look forward and realize, as now you anywhere. You are afraid. You persistently search for the place. You start to seem that at last, have found something, that will keep you on a place. But you again and again are mistaken and receive impact in a back from yourself. You look back at people around of yourself, they speak you that they are your friends. But you are alone. You are always alone. It is your trouble and your happiness. You are simple all time in a way.
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[02 Jan 2006|09:28pm] |
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that's what i like about you!!!
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| do you know? |
[03 Oct 2005|01:50pm] |
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it's too hard - to love. to love when you know that -your- man is sick...it's look like so mad..when you understand you cannot halp him cos he doesn't want to take your help...when he hates the world around him..and people around him too. when you can not to know exactly if he'd feel smth more than just hatred...
i only want to be near from him...make him to know that I can be here...not so far...
please,,take me in your HEART...
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[08 Aug 2005|02:24am] |
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( Картинка 336x448, 50 килобайт ) this is my dutch friend)) Sven! Hey!!!! it was really cool to meet u in Moscow after 1,5 years since we met last time)))
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| happynes |
[06 Aug 2005|02:41pm] |
Hey!
yesterday I went to the Avant-club to the consert of the best Russian indie-band "More&Relsy" (listen here) - magestic! i was so happy during club time)))
tomorrow or today - didn't understand - my friend Sven arrive Moscow from Holland!!!!! I've waited it 1,5 years!!!! Yeah! - i'm really happy girrrrrl))
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| huh |
[04 Aug 2005|01:24pm] |
wellcome back))
I'm here at home (sweet home))
I returned from st-Petersburg this morning and it was really intresting travelling)
I'll post some photos little bit later here in LJ.
HAHHAH - the best and most interesting event was this night while i gone to Moscow by train! I've made a mistake and boarded an other train - 15 min earlier than mein)) so)) i was made to get off this train! it was night - 3.45 AM!!! somewhere between St-Peter and Moscow! i'm reaaly lucky beacouse MY train arrived 1 houre later)
now I'm home and it was veryvery nervouse trip!!!!
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| welcome! |
[30 Jul 2005|07:50pm] |
Hello)
this is my first post in this new english lj.
i would like to upgraid my english and i think that lj may be good chance to achive my goal!
so join me here in this journal, i will tell about interesting things and my emotions, and you (if you r english speakin') can help me to learn english))) thanks)
well..what else now?
this evening i leave moscow and go to st-petersburg..i wondered it so long! sinse april!
than..7th of august i'm going to the punk-alternative-party where i really want to see and listen one alt-band - Inner Voice.
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